that night was a goddamnit night for me, but i never thought i'll be loving her so much aftermath.

the first day i brought her home, it was sunday, moon festival, i think it's 2001. she cried the whole...whole night. i guessed she was missing her mum, or her old living place, at mile 13. that night was a goddamnit night for me, i had only slept for about 3 hours that night, for a primary student, it does mean very less. the whole night, sister and i were hugging her, giving her the fake love, and causing her not to cry, changing alternatively every hour. she was just like a baby at the moment. annoying, innocent. her fur has some spots at the back. chocolate-black in colour. her name, tiger. look fierce, sounds fierce, but the inside is sweet...full of love.
we never train her. but she seems like having a bit more sophisticated mind, seems like knowing how the others feel. know what to do when i's angry. know what to do when i's sad. she is my main companion everytime i have tears in my eyes. walking slowly in front of me, laying on the floor, licking my leg few times, then staring at me.
she even knows how to open a door, even it's a bit more complex, she still opened it few times before. she is just desperate to go out to walk walk, and looking for a mate. we used to jog each time per week. we used to be chasing each other like crazy fella. she used to lay on my feet(sometimes i force her to do that, haha). i used to look at her for seconds every morning, everytime i'm back, everytime i go out, sometimes i will do it before i sleep.
i hope she can live longer, so that i can take care of her few more longer...if it could be after my studies. i've too much memories with her. these memories will live forever, in my mind. occupy the small part of my brain, eternally. tiger, i hope you could hear me, i miss you. muaks..